Lust

I feel like dying

I feel like I could not care less about everyone's problems

I feel I should go running in the rain

So I can get you

So you can damn me

In this troubled world

In this nothing world

I hate loving you

It's empty

The voice inside echoes

I don't belong in here

I don't like it in here

I like my cat

And I worry about him

Alone with my ghouls

Not today

Today is not my day.

The world will cry for me

The blackness and the boredom

"He's gone"

"He didn't wait for the cake"

I honestly dislike cakes.

Inside my world, things are dark

Messy and unchecked

My cat. I care about my cat.

I don't want to be here.

Leave me alone in a no-person world

Where I can feel the lonely consumption

Where I can be bare and free

Locked, but free

In my own world

Full of my puppets and souvenirs

Where I can relate to every inch

Leave me here

In this rain and unsuspecting corner

This empty place

Where I can feel it around with my darkness
Oh... It's so heavy.

I'm sorry. I lost myself.

Ego

Ego

Oh such silence! How I have longed for you.

My voice in command.

The music I want, the food I taste best.

Such unfriend ego of long gold hair or short black fur

How uncanny is your overtaking.

You come and show in the most spectacular loads of unreality.

I create you as I see you.

I only see what is in me.

Thus, I can never see you.

There is no you that is not me.

v.g

(Oh silêncio, como te procurei.

Minha voz no comando.

A música que eu quero, a comida que me apetece mais.

Esse ego não-amigo de cabelos longos e dourados ou curtos e pretos.

Quão assombrosa é sua dominação.

Você vem e se mostra nas mais espetaculares formas de irrealidade.

Eu te crio da forma como te vejo.

Só consigo ver o que há em mim.

Assim, nunca consigo te ver.

Não há nenhum você que não seja eu.)