Lust

I feel like dying

I feel like I could not care less about everyone's problems

I feel I should go running in the rain

So I can get you

So you can damn me

In this troubled world

In this nothing world

I hate loving you

It's empty

The voice inside echoes

I don't belong in here

I don't like it in here

I like my cat

And I worry about him

Alone with my ghouls

Not today

Today is not my day.

The world will cry for me

The blackness and the boredom

"He's gone"

"He didn't wait for the cake"

I honestly dislike cakes.

Inside my world, things are dark

Messy and unchecked

My cat. I care about my cat.

I don't want to be here.

Leave me alone in a no-person world

Where I can feel the lonely consumption

Where I can be bare and free

Locked, but free

In my own world

Full of my puppets and souvenirs

Where I can relate to every inch

Leave me here

In this rain and unsuspecting corner

This empty place

Where I can feel it around with my darkness
Oh... It's so heavy.

I'm sorry. I lost myself.